#i’m in pain oh.....oh.....
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@wasyago ‘s recks au etho <33 i love this funny little guy sm
#my art#ethoslab#just now realizing i forgot some details lol oh well#hi yago hope you don’t mind the ping X) i’m eternally impressed by ur mind#this was so so fun to draw. and also painful
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Just caught up with Dracula Daily and it just tears me apart how desperately everyone loves Lucy, and how desperately everyone wants to save her, and how fully she loves everyone in thanks. From Mina running through half the town to rescue her from her sleep-walking, to Arthur giving all the blood he can and then some for her sake, to Dr Seward and Van Helsing giving blood themselves and keeping watch through the night, to her maids begging to keep watch over her, to her mother’s solicitude for her health, to the tenderness of her words in her diary. It’s all a labour of love and desperation, and it is devastating that the Count manages to snatch her away despite it all.
#this second read-through of dracula is hitting so much more for me for some reason#possibly because I know what’s going to happen#everyone loves her so much… van helsing sees her once and can’t help but want to help her however he can#and she’s so thankful for it… her diary entry ending with ‘good-night everybody’ actually tore my heart in two I’m not even kidding#the pain of mrs westenra opening the window to give her some fresh air… ohhhh my god oh my god#oh lucy…#dracula daily
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Fun fun fun! AHHHHHH
#this was meant to be a completely non-plot related draw8ng but oh my#that’s why his expression is so relaxed though instead of screaming in pain lol#but oh my#I’m posting this on the last one#hope it works#critical role#ashton greymoore#my art#cr spoilers
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edwin is a better, stronger man than i, because i would be infinitely more dramatic and petty in his position when crystal enters the scene and charles starts paying attention to her. i would have comic!edwin’s reaction at least (accusing charles of choosing girls over him, storming off to solve cases on his own and deciding to do shit that will get him into trouble so that charles has to come rescue him, etc) but i’d probably take it a step further. i’d be like “i guess you want me to go back to hell then since i’m basically nothing to you 😒” and then i’d legitimately go back to hell JUST to see if he came after me. if he didn’t come after me then an eternity of torture in hell is nothing compared to the pain of rejection and being replaced. but i’m also incredibly mentally ill, so.
(james acaster once told a story about a christmas where he asked his parents for a spice girls cd. he found out whilst at the pool with his family that his sister was getting the cd instead of him. naturally, he tried to drown himself in the pool to make his parents feel guilty. that’s my vibe if i were ever in edwin’s position.)
#even charles is more pissy jealous than edwin is#like when monty enters the scene charles is SO MAD and incapable of being normal#like instead of participating in conversations motherfucker is just pouring and glaring at them whenever monty is present#it’s because charles never had reason to be jealous before until other males started being able to see and interacting with edwin#he’s like nooo i didn’t realise his autism rizz was irresistible to literally every man that lays eyes on him i thought it was just me :(#anyway watching crystal’s early scenes with them actually makes me feel ill because of my rejection sensitivity#i’m like oh this is my nightmare#dw i love crystal with all my fucking part it’s not her fault she’s in this position#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#edwin payne#charles rowland#james acaster#dead boy detectives#dbdshow#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#payneland#paineland#edwin paine#dbda#dead boy detective agency#chedwin#the sandman universe#dead boy detectives comics#charles x edwin
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Punkin creature 🦇
#I meant to make the snout more 3D but I couldn’t get the toothpicks to hold it in the right position 😭 oh well#I’m still happy w how it turned out :3#pumpkin carving is a big pain in the wrist every year but I take it seriously >:3#pumpkin
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I’m not usually a fan of sick Whump, but when Whumpee is running such a high fever that they’re shaking, taking uneven, shallow breaths, their skin chafing and burning against their clothes.
The moment Caretaker lays a palm on their forehead to check their fever and Whumpee sighs with relief because it’s so blessedly cold.
The moment Whumper cups Whumpee’s cheek with one hand and turns their head slightly, and Whumpee hates themself for leaning into it, but they just want the burning to stop.
#I’m running a fever and shaking and my skin is on fire as I type this#for reference: my eyes feel enough pressure to damn near pop out of my skull#shifting beneath the blankets feels like rubbing against sandpaper#breathing the cold air so quickly is drying out my throat#every inhale is a scratching pain#and oh finding that just right spot on the pillow where the pressure against your head almost feels good#sick Whump#whump
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He's sensitive about that
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wwx contextualizing when the xue yang stuff happened via years post mortem is so morbidly funny to me#now that his ´secret’ (kept for…2 days tops) is ‘out’ he really says whatever he wants to#i mean. not like it’s any change from before. WWX traded acting fruity to talking about his body decomposing#That’s how it works in courtship right? Talking about each other’s tragic deaths *is* the next step…right?#I’m glad to finally have an oppertunity to draw soggy eyes lwj#the depth of pain trapped in his orbs….much to ponder about#lwj has always been a very sensitive boy. An Orchid boy if you will; won’t die so easily at neglect#but needs special care to truly flourish#Oh! Happy comic number 50!#I’m proud of myself for getting this far B*) thank you to everyone who’s been along for the ride! heres to 100 more!
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your jjk squirt imagines were great but there’s a part in Gojos where it says poop of heat instead of pop of heat and it literally made me laugh out loud
jesus christ there’s no way i didn’t see that i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭😭😭
i’m deactivating 🧎♀️it’s been a good nine months
#✰ミ݁ ׅ ࣪ 𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆.#THERES LITERALLY NO WAY#IT WAS SUPPISED TO SAY POOL#i proofread three times im so done#oh i can’t i’m over#thank you i never would have knew 👤#my stomach hurts#is this what pain is#the way my mouth dropped oh please no
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Old concepts of grown up bg3 tiefling kids that I posted on TikTok !!!
I ended up being commissioned for a full ref for Druid Arabella which was so fun and unexpected but doing the doni design really helped shift my style for the better bleh
#esmeamesart#dnd art#dnd#bg3 fanart#bg3#bg3 oc#bg3 tiefling#tiefling#mol bg3#arabella bg3#doni bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate fanart#illustration#digital art#ttrpg#dungeons and dragons#character design#paladin#rogue#warlock#druid#oh I also have speedpaints for these all in case anyone’s interested!#I peaked with the girls so I stopped after doni 😭#adhd is such a pain I was so obsessed with bg3 and now I’m so so about it#makes me feel so crazy and unreliable aghhhh !#my art
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hi so our last post died, and things have gotten kinda worse with the arrival of our other cat, my elder brothers homelessness, and the racial abuse getting hurled my way
we’re two disabled black lesbians trying to navigate employment discrimination and the American healthcare system, and tbh we’re losing. we originally had to split everything between 6 people, but due to my brothers getting evicted, everything we have (and everything we don’t) also goes to them
like last time, I’m still waiting for a doctor but recently they told me to call back in November. I’ve been calling since April. I believe the stress of everything is causing a flare up of something and I have no idea how to manage it, on top of my new seemingly random food sensitivities that keep popping up. I’m exhausted all the time and sometimes can’t even get out of bed.
on a brighter note, my girlfriend applied to five jobs, but their phone was shut off this morning so it’s urgent that they pay their bill.
we were able to get some necessities early last month due to peoples help, but we can’t make it stretch with 8 people. it’s a shitty situation all around and I wish we didn’t have to ask but until my gf can get a job and I can find out exactly what’s wrong with me, this is literally all we have.
I’m not gonna link my PayPal anymore because people are harassing me with my deadname
my cashapp is $silvertheestallion and my gfs is $Peachjammn
my Venmo is cherryadventure2
thank you so much for reading
#this ask isn’t money related but if anyone has fibro or just burning chronic pain can I ask how did you know? I’m trying not to just say#oooh I have this but idk when I look at the symptoms it relates to me. I’ve found help in the fibromyalgia subreddit but I don’t know if it#is it not and I really don’t know if I can get to my doctor#I’ve been in pain for months. and nothing helps long term#and ik I should try and find a differnt doctor but I am trying#and it’s the same radio silence for months only to be told oh try again next month and I feel like going insane#I should prolly make this it’s own post
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Small but knowing wxs
#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wonderlands x showtime#my art#u can tell who got drawn first and who got drawn last that’s all I’m saying#based on their initial unit outfits but with many creative liberties taken#tsukasa was a pain in the ass bc his outfit is boring but I mainly focused on his gay little Diamond belt#originally his costume was darker hence the dark outlines but it didn’t read as his initial costume so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#emu got stripes bc 1 her sock 2 her dress skirt. had to include the orange and red in her hat tho lesbian dress reigns supreme#nene got polka dots bc they’re cute that’s it#& rui I just had fun with#oh their makeup is based on their world link card suits 👍🏻 does not read well w the hair but what can u do#one day I won’t draw super tiny on a canvas that is normal sized and have to do the crop of shame#but it is not today#one day I will also make a serious drawing again probably but I am lazy
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How I Think Each Member of the Bad Batch Would Act if Sick/Injured
Hunter- If he’s sick, he’s basically an “if I ignore it maybe it’ll go away” kind of guy. However, I do think if he was injured he would tell someone since he wants to be responsible and lead by example. I feel like it would be hard for him as the oldest since he wants to be strong for his siblings, but ultimately wanting to set a good example wins out.
Wrecker- If he’s sick he will seek out care. Maybe he’ll be a little bit dramatic, but his brothers don’t mind since they get to care for him. I do think he would try and brush off injuries and minimize them, since he’s used to being the strongest and feels like he should be able to deal with it and take the pain. He had to be forced to get examined and take pain meds.
Tech- Would let the others know if he was sick or injured, but after dealing with it first himself. He’d be like “oh I have a fever but I took some medicine so it’s fine no need to fret” or would just appear in the cockpit wearing a wrist brace and his siblings would be like ??? but he’s all like “I fractured my radius so I am wearing this brace; I thought it was obvious from how I fell”.
Crosshair- Would try and deal with things on his own, both illnesses and injuries, and snap at his siblings when they try and help him. Similar to Hunter in thinking if he ignores it maybe it’ll go away. Omega is the only one who can convince him to get checked out, and occasionally so can Echo or Hunter. The only exception to this is if his stomach hurts; he will be complaining the whole time and everyone on the ship is going to know. His tummy hurts and he is not being brave about it.
Echo- Mostly tries to ignore his issues or just tough it out, since he figured he’s dealt with worse so he can deal with whatever this is, but will get help if it’s something that feels more serious. He will, however, accept help and comfort from Omega, no matter how minor his illness or injury is, since he knows it helps her feel useful. Plus he hates to see her worried.
Omega- Similar to Echo in trying to tough it out at first, but she does this out of not wanting to be a bother. However, when one of her brothers inevitably pick up on her not feeling good or being hurt, she will tell them what’s going on and allow them to fret over and care for her, even if she does get a little annoyed at their mother-henning.
#tech’s reaction is based off how my mom acts since she’s a doctor#echo is kind of based off how I act since I struggle with chronic pain so I’m always kind of like oh I don’t need advil I’ve had worse#hunter is also like me because I’m convinced if I ignore how I feel it will go away#I made myself sad with wrecker#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#tbb hunter#tbb tech#tbb wrecker#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanon#bad batch headcanons
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Just a style scribble.
#the bad batch#TBB tech#my art#missing him still I’m oughhhh#dhsidbdj#my wrists are in pain so my scribbles are ridiculously small#1 pt linework ahah#oh tech
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Blitzø absolutely meant the “and we never will” to come out in that angry denial tone he always uses when he talks about Stolas and what they have / don’t have between each other.
But it came out sad and regretful instead because he can’t even deny his feelings to himself anymore and I’m going to jump in a lake now
#helluva boss#Ghostfuckers#stolitz#I’m consuming them#rotating in my brain#oh the pain of a relationship that was always a what if
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#dbd charles#dbd crystal#dbd edwin#dbd niko#dead boy detectives#payneland / paineland#charles rowland#edwin paine#dbd cat king#dbd monty#i’m a girlie pop post this post @ midnight. im so cool.#oh god i hope no one sees tags#is anyone excited for agatha all along ? or is it js me??#r u a sun because i’m blinded by u 🫦#srry srry that was a joke 😁#gay.#dbda#dbd show
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my post about Danver’s racism hits so much harder knowing now that she had an Indigenous son and she lost him, implicitly to someone white and drunk like the woman she arrests in an early episode. She made a life with a man she loved and she had a baby with him - someone she likely felt growing inside her, that was born with her eyes, that looked nothing else like her but was her baby. Her special little boy. And then this town, out of nowhere, stole him from her in the most horrific way. So love nothing. Protect no one. Let nobody in. Until Navarro with all her problems and her heart and her belief and that connection which allows her to see Holden, to tell Liz what he said, comes crashing in. And everything changes.
#LIZ DANVERS I’M CRYING FOR YOU#oh her precious baby. so rare in so many ways. fuck. she lost her husband and her son#why protect Prior’s relationship. he’s going to lose his wife and son anyway this town takes and takes and takes from Indigenous people#and if you love them you lose them#genuinely want to wail. interracial narratives of how your heart can twist into something ugly because you loved so hard and lost it kill me#keep your walls up high and let nobody in. let no pain in. let no love in either.#night country#true detective night country#true detective#true detective: night country#liz danvers
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